Mommy Beth Belarmino has decided to feature me on her blog.
Honestly, it feels surreal to find an article written about yourself. I haven't dreamed in a million years somebody would do this. And when it came, I felt humbled. Shy, even.
I'm just happy that I have friends like Mommy Beth. Amidst all the craziness at work and life in general, you can still find people whom you can share your experiences with.
Thank you Mi, for everything.
Well, then. If you want to know more about me, click on the link below! :D
ELIZABETH'S WALL: THE ENTICING PERSONALITY IN MAYBELLE: T he beauty of a woman is not in a facial mode but the true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she loving...
Friday, December 23, 2011
crush.
I am currently infatuated with one person right now.
I know. It's crazy, me being too old to have this kind of feeling. But I just can't help it. I'm just like this because I know for a fact that nothing could possibly happen to us, except developing from being acquaintances to being friends. That's it.
Me and a good friend of mine have called him "Baby Ruth", to eliminate the risk of others finding out about this "event". Just to describe a little about him, he's a tall-enough, silent-type of guy, has nice eyes, and he's just...I don't know...gorgeous. I just smile when I think about him.
I first met him during one of the training sessions with my team. Yes, there he was with his colleagues, innocent enough to join our little class, not knowing even for a second what would happen to me. I sound like a high-schooler!
Indeed, I feel like I'm back in high school. That feeling when he's there, you tend to avoid him, when he looks at you, you look away, embarrassed. I'm back to being a kid again. It's crazy!
Well, during those first few days, I just felt the attraction towards him seeping inside me. Being a demure type of person, I try to ignore the feeling. But it doesn't help if he keeps on staring at you too. Yes, I did not imagine it. He did.
This has been happening for the past 2-3 months. The feeling just escalated when the breakup happened. He's just always there, lurking at the sidelines. When I glance at him, there he is, staring at me, then looking away after finding out he's been caught.
Maybe he feels the same way, I don't know. But nothing must happen to us.
Nothing.
God help me.
I know. It's crazy, me being too old to have this kind of feeling. But I just can't help it. I'm just like this because I know for a fact that nothing could possibly happen to us, except developing from being acquaintances to being friends. That's it.
Me and a good friend of mine have called him "Baby Ruth", to eliminate the risk of others finding out about this "event". Just to describe a little about him, he's a tall-enough, silent-type of guy, has nice eyes, and he's just...I don't know...gorgeous. I just smile when I think about him.
I first met him during one of the training sessions with my team. Yes, there he was with his colleagues, innocent enough to join our little class, not knowing even for a second what would happen to me. I sound like a high-schooler!
Indeed, I feel like I'm back in high school. That feeling when he's there, you tend to avoid him, when he looks at you, you look away, embarrassed. I'm back to being a kid again. It's crazy!
Well, during those first few days, I just felt the attraction towards him seeping inside me. Being a demure type of person, I try to ignore the feeling. But it doesn't help if he keeps on staring at you too. Yes, I did not imagine it. He did.
This has been happening for the past 2-3 months. The feeling just escalated when the breakup happened. He's just always there, lurking at the sidelines. When I glance at him, there he is, staring at me, then looking away after finding out he's been caught.
Maybe he feels the same way, I don't know. But nothing must happen to us.
Nothing.
God help me.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
breaking up.
I just broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. Surprisingly, I hadn't felt even a tinge of sorrow. I felt pity for him, I guess. But everything happens for a reason. And this event just means that he is not the right guy for me.
The impending one-million-dollar question: who is the right one?
That guy remains to be unseen at this point. I've had relationships with different guys that have different personalities and backgrounds but nobody seemed to succeed. Well, there was one who almost made it but he had sex with another chick and had a baby with her. So that guy's out of the question.
This latest fizzle was with a guy who had a very simple life. So simple that he still lives with his dad, not breaking any sweat to earn a dime. He felt very contented with what he had. After 2 years of being with him, I realized I had no future with him if I continued our relationship. I had begun to ask what his future plans were, but he had not given me any concrete one. I gave suggestions, but he brushed me off.
In the long run, I gave up on him. And the conclusion of everything I felt and kept from him happened yesterday. As I've said, I didn't feel sad. I know this would be a life lesson for him, but I doubt he will learn that soon.
This is all for the best.
The impending one-million-dollar question: who is the right one?
That guy remains to be unseen at this point. I've had relationships with different guys that have different personalities and backgrounds but nobody seemed to succeed. Well, there was one who almost made it but he had sex with another chick and had a baby with her. So that guy's out of the question.
This latest fizzle was with a guy who had a very simple life. So simple that he still lives with his dad, not breaking any sweat to earn a dime. He felt very contented with what he had. After 2 years of being with him, I realized I had no future with him if I continued our relationship. I had begun to ask what his future plans were, but he had not given me any concrete one. I gave suggestions, but he brushed me off.
In the long run, I gave up on him. And the conclusion of everything I felt and kept from him happened yesterday. As I've said, I didn't feel sad. I know this would be a life lesson for him, but I doubt he will learn that soon.
This is all for the best.
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