Wednesday, May 18, 2011

digging.

There comes a period wherein a person could think of a lot of things at the same time, and end up getting a headache. I am one of these guys now.

I cannot help but delve into a lot of possibilities. They are so endless...

First is, my job. There are a lot of things going on, and I mean, a lot. If worse comes to worst, the company could stop its operations. That would mean a lot of jobless guys, looking for another call center to pitch in their own abilities. I mean, the company helped me a lot, but sometimes it just sucks. They have poor management, not to mention our never ending battle with the payroll department. That is just one aspect of it, and I dare not say any more. Otherwise...

Second is, my future. If and when the above mentioned happens, I do not know where to proceed. My medical skills are rusty, and I do not have any financial backup. I'm going to force myself to either apply for another call center job which would be good in terms of monetary fulfillment, or to try a medical job, like a caregiver, which would be very difficult.

I highly doubt I would succeed on the latter, because of my standing as a medical non-grad and again, it's already very blurry, since I have been working in a call center for 3 years.

Maybe I could go abroad..that would be nice..but what to do there?

I'm already getting a headache. :(